&i dont believe in happy ever afters.
oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
those with x-es apply to me, yups, and that's it(:

[x]I miss somebody right now.
[ ]I dont watch TV these days.
[x]I wear glasses or contact lenses.
[x]I love to play video games.
[ ]I've tried marijuana.
[ ]I have been in a threesome.
[ ]I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
[ ]I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
[x]I curse sometimes.
[x]I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
[ ]I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
[x]I'm totally smart
[x]I've broken someone's bones.
[ ]I'm paranoid sometimes.
[ ]I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x]I need money right now.
[x]I love sushi.
[ ]I talk really, really fast.
[ ]I have long hair.
[ ]I have lost money in Las Vegas.
[x]I have at least one sibling.
[ ]I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
[x]I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
[x]I like the way i look.
[x]I am usually pessimistic.
[ ]I have a lot of mood swings.
[x]I have a hidden talent.
[ ]I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
[ ]I have a lot of friends.
[ ]I am currently single.
[x]I have pecked someone of the same sex.
[ ]I enjoy talking on the phone.
[ ]I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
[x]I love to shop.
[x]Enjoy window shopping.
[ ]I would rather shop then eat.
[x]I don't hate anyone.
[ ]I'm a pretty good dancer.
[ ]I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
[x]I have a cell phone.
[ ]I believe in God.
[ ]I watch MTV on a daily basis.
[ ]I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
[ ]I've rejected someone before.
[x]I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
[x]I want to have children in the future.
[x]I have changed a diaper before.
[ ]I've called the cops on a friend before.
[x]I'm not allergic to anything.
[x]I have a lot to learn.
[ ]I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
[x]I am shy around the opposite sex.
[x]I have tried alcohol before.
[ ]I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
[ ]I own the South Park movie.
[ ]I would die for my best friends.
[ ]I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
[ ]I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
[ ]I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
[ ]Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
[ ]I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
[x]I am happy at this moment.
[ ]I'm obsessed with guys.
[x]I love hugs.
[ ]I study for tests most of the time.
[ ]I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
[x]I am comfortable with who I am right now.
[ ]I have more than just my ears pierced.
[x]I walk barefoot wherever i can.
[ ]I have jumped off a bridge.
[ ]I love sea turtles.
[ ]I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
[ ]Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
[ ]I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
[ ]I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
[x]I hate office jobs.
[x]I love sci-fi movies.
[ ]I think water rules.
[ ]I went college out of state.
[x]I like sausages.
[ ]I am a chocoholic.
[x]I love kisses.
[ ]I fall for the worst people.
[x]I adore bright colours.
[ ]I can't live without black eyeliner.
[x]I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
[ ]I usually like covers better than originals.
[x]I can pick up things with my toes.
[x]I can't whistle.
[ ]I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
[x]I have ridden/owned a horse.
[ ]I still have every journal I've ever written in.
[x]I can't stick to a diet.
[ ]I talk in my sleep.
[x]I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
[ ]Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
[ ]I have jazz in my blood.
[ ]I wear a toe ring.
[ ]I have a tattoo.
[ ]I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
[x]I am a caffeine junkie.
[x]I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
[ ]I have been to over 15 conventions.
[ ]I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical the better.
[ ]I'm an artist.
[x]I only clean my room when necessary.
[x]I like a personPEOPLE of the same sex.
[x]I love being happy.
[ ]I am an adrenaline junkie.
[x] I have read a book before
[ ] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[ ] I have been to Canada.
[x] I have been on some sort of sports team.
[x] I have watched cartoons for hours before
[x] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[x] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[ ] have been snowboarding/skiing.
[x] I have played ping pong.
[x] I swam in the ocean.
[ ] I have been on a whale watch.
[x] I have seen fireworks.
[x] I have seen a shooting star.
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I have almost drowned.
[x] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
[x] I have listened to one cd over & over & over again.
[ ] I have had stitch(es).
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[ ] I have stayed up til 6am doing homework/projects.
[ ] I currently have a job.
[x] I have been ice skating.
[ ] I have been rollerblading.
[x] I have fallen flat on my face.
[x] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[x] I have been in a fist fight.
[x] I have played videogames/com for more than 3hours straight.
[x] I have watched The Power Rangers before.
[ ] I do / have attended Church regularly.
[x] I have played truth or dare.
[ ] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[ ] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[x] I've called someone stupid. And meant it.
[x] I've been in a verbal argument.
[x] I've cried in school.
[ ] I've played basketball on a team.
[ ] I've played softball on a team.
[ ] I've played football on a team.
[x] I've played soccer on a team.
[ ] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[ ] I've swam on a team.
[ ] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[ ] I've bungee jumped.
[x] I've climbed a rock wall before.
[x] I've lost more than $20.
[x] I've called myself an idiot
[x] I've called someone else an idiot
[x] I've cried myself to sleep
[x] I've had (or have) pets.
[ ] I've owned a Spice Girls cd. or tape
[ ] I've owned a Britney Spears cd
[ ] I've owned an N*Sync cd
[ ] I've owned a Backstreet Boys cd
[ ] I've mooned someone
[ ] I've sworn at someone in authority
[x] I've been in the schoolnewspaper / insights.
[x] I've been on TV
[x]I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been on the other side of a waterfall
[x] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[x] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[ ] I've watched the 3 Stooges at least once.
[ ] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[x] I've watched Looney Tunes before.
[ ] I've been stuffed into a locker
[ ] I've been called a geek.
[x] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
[x] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
[x] I've met a celebrity / music / TV artist.
[x] I've written poetry.
[ ] I've been arrested
[x] I've been attracted to someone much older than me.
[x] I've been tickled till I've cried
[ ] I've tickled someone else until they cried
[x] I've had / have siblings
[ ] I've been to a rock concert
[ ] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it
[x] I've been in a play
[ ] I've been picked last in gym class
[ ] I've been picked first in gym class
[x] Ive been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
[x] I've cried in front of my friend.
[ ] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages
[x] I've freaked out over a sports game
[x] I've vomited in public
[ ] I've washed someone else’s vomit
[x] I've ran away
[ ] I've had a stalker
[ ] I've had a fight with someone on txt
[ ] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face
[x] I've been on a car accident
[x] I've forgiven someone who has done something bad to me
[ ] I've personally seen someone die
[ ] I've been confronted by a police officer but got away
[ ] I've lost someone who meant the world to me
[ ] I've had crashed a party
[ ] I've been a member of a school office
[ ] I've been suspend

okay, this is like damn long, but i don't care. haha. got this from grace's blog and some other places, i've got things to blog, but maybe i'll wait till tonight. haha. i'll follow my mood. LOL.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Monday, June 26, 2006
i just dont know why, but i just dread school now. absolutely no interest, but i still have to go every single day. sick. i absolutely dread school now, cos tmr's THE DAY, school's reopening tmr!! argh, why so fast? i've not even enjoyed it lar!

and all those tons of hw, ive not touched them yet, and school's just 8 hours away. how? and sitting in the class whole morning, and just listening to lectures are just -.-".can just someone just appeal on having hols for the entire year, or just cancel school, demolish every school or what?

im tired, so im gg to slp. haha. and england is playing now, ohh, all those handsome guys. awww :3

&still trying to find a happy ending

Sunday, June 25, 2006
holidays are ending in 2 days time? goodness, my homework are still left undone, actually i still dont know what homework there are. dont think ill be handing up on the 1st day. ill just wait to be scolded i think. sick.

there was gym ytd, nobody told me. there's no gym today, nobody told me also. wth! i went to school early in the morning la, just step into the school, and the 'uncle' was there too. the security guard told us, NO CCA TODAY! arghh! i woke up so early for gym and theres NO GYM?! stupid la. he came and meet me in the morning. LOL, sorry but thx(: haha.

performance in 3 days, and can someone tell me wad we are supposed to do?! -.-"

&still trying to find a happy ending

Thursday, June 22, 2006
guess its time to post, haha. after so long la. erkee told me that his last months total sms was 3000!?! goodness, and his bill was like 150, and mine was 50? lol, such a big difference(: but im glad mine's so much lesser. haha.

i joined the chenyi fanclub(: haha, and i'll be meeting them tmr, to register! hehe. my first time leh. wait till i find the fanclub for w-inds. in s'pore! lol. i'll get a club tee. gee, cool. but i doubt i'll go all those 'qian ming huis', im just not that kind of 'AHHH~! chenyi here, RUN, eh, chenyi there, FOLLOW!' those kind. think i'll just listen to his music, daydream about him, check up details about him. anybody else wants to join? just go into this website - HERE - and submit ur details indicated there, and someone will arrange to meet up with you and register(:

&still trying to find a happy ending

Monday, June 19, 2006
i have seriously nothing to blog about, my life is boring, it's just gym everyday. haha.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Friday, June 16, 2006
won't say that it's a boring day, cos being with him just isnt boring. haha. went to pasir ris park in the morning, walk walk around. but i was feel irritated. wasnt feeling very well because of the sun, the temperature. i was feeling very hot la. aftertt went back to pasir ris and walk walk, w/o any aim. haha. very stupid. LOL.

and the BRAZIL slippers from hang ten looks nice(: especially the colours! haha. bright and vibrant! woohoo!

time flies, and now, we're only left with one week of hols! gosh, all the homework how?! -.-"

&still trying to find a happy ending

Saturday, June 10, 2006
i went to Wild Wild Wet ytd(: with my cousins! 14 pple altogether! haha. the 3 babies went too. had fun! we went to the Shiok River and rested there, for two rounds i think. my cousin was sitting on the float with a baby in her hands, and guess what? the baby fell aslp. haha. cusion? how to spell ah? LOL.

we played for around 5 hrs, and we went to the kopitiam opposite WWW to have dinner, the baby twins ate Hong Dou Bao, and one of them doze off while eating. haha! so funny. LOL. she was eating while slping. pro! hehe.


ain't they cute? haha.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Wednesday, June 07, 2006
hell long since i updated, or online la. i've been glued to my com screen la, all because of stupid QUEK ERKEE, lend me naruto, and i started watching it a week ago, and just finished watching it just now. it was like damn nice la! haha. he lend me until vol.8 and there's still a long way to go, but i'll have to buy or rent the vcds alr. *sobs* off to save money. -.-" but im still in debt leh, have been borrowing money all around for last week, and i now owe $30+. arghh, how?!

training this morning(: it was great! long time since i perspire so much during gym pracs! haha. after that the councillors came to rehearse for their investiture or whatever during our gym prac lo. and that alan was in charge i think? mmm, almost all the gym pple dint like him bah. haha. especially derrick, dosmond and hakam la, keep doing silly things, blocking their way and saboing alan, calling him 'sissy boy' also. funny? yeah, maybe(: hehe. was keeping the floor mats with doreen, when we accidentally hit him on the head, HAHA. was not on purpose la, but it was fun. ^^

theres training tmr! at griffiths. will it be fun or tough? gee, i nvr go there before lo. so curious(: at least i dont have to go help my mum alr! hah!

and todays, 060606(:
so are we dying yet?:p

&still trying to find a happy ending

Saturday, June 03, 2006
i've watched x-men 3 alr(: nice show, but not as nice as i thought it will be. but nvm, i still enjoyed it. haha. erkee was damn weak la! he was shivering in the cinema! haha. i wasnt(: of course la, i've got my jacket. haha. i love wolverine and storm la! so cool! i wish i have storm's power(: that will be super shuang! haha. i think the angel is damn useless la? why must he be in the show anyway? he's not shuai, just that he flies very nicely. LOL.

aftertt went for 2e6 BBQ at pasir ris. i was there by 730? and i left by 9. actually i wasnt at the BBQ at all, i was playing with erkee at the playground all the time la. haha. didnt BBQ or anything. LOL. ms lie, mr hazry and mr leong's family were there. ms lie and mr leong looks okay lo, but mr hazry looks damn bored. haha.

walked out from pasir ris park to the '58' bus stop. the road was not deserted actually, but i very scared to cross the road la, erkee PULLED me across. haha. i didnt want to die, and i don't want to risk it. LOL.


but it looks deserted, haha.

i bought erkee a voodoo doll, and its a devil. and he bought me one too(: and guess what? its an angel. LOL. cute. got hidden meaning lo. IM GOOD AND HE'S BAD! buahaha.


cute rite! haha.

i love our watches too(: its white! haha. he's watch looks damn big on my wrist la! and its damn loose. LOL. both also very nice! hehe.


yay(: whiteness!

found a couple of pictures from my mum's wallet(: our family photos and photos of myself. gosh! im so cute last time! miracle lo! haha. i wonder how i grow from a cute little girl to now like that. LOL.


haha! cute! LOL.

i've got a new obsession: CHEN YI!

he's a damn cute singer la! looks so cute and shuai! even erkee says he's style(: i told erkee: chen yi very shuai leh! he reply me, i more shuai then him! -.-" how thick skin can he get. haha. u've gt to listen his songs too(: they are great! especially 'deng dai'!^^

just look at him! awww. :3





it's just LOVE<33

&still trying to find a happy ending

Thursday, June 01, 2006
gym in the morning, together with monitor meeting. shouldn't have gone to monitor meeting la! waste my precious time, which i can use to train at gym. so sick. somemore go there play games and 'bond' only. LOL.

erkee is damn good la, lend me naruto(: thx thx! haha. and the angel thing(: LOL. today's great la, despite all those injuries. haha.

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